Him

How do I get over him? How did he get over me? When I can't think straight with him constantly around, how can he? He has the same friends as me+ his older group of friends, and they like him better, he's funnier than me, he's way better looking than me, the only thing I have over him is my semi-adequate grammar. Why did he have to get involved in theater? That was my place away from thinking about him, and how he left me, now he has to be there, ignoring me, making me feel like an idiot for making mistakes. I guess I should have some sort of back story? I don't know how this blog thing works.
Anyways, my name is Adrian aka FluffyFox (The pet name he gave me...) and the only reason I'm doing this is because I need to get it out somehow and my "best" friend isn't there for me... she says she takes no sides, but taking no sides is taking HIS side, and that just frustrates me, she's supposed to be there for me, telling me I can do better, telling me he's an ass, but she isn't we've been drifting apart lately and during our tech rehearsals for the play... she just ignores me and talks to him. Oh when I'm talking about "him" I'm talking about my ex-boyfriend his name is David, he's funny, he's sweet, he's super cute, he was always too good to be with me I knew it wouldn't last. and we broke up because I'm "immature" =/ and I don't get it... I really don't.